thrillsarecheap
ella living in northern ireland (dreaming of anywhere else)
having a mid life crisis at twenty
lost in everything
things i like: good music/books/whiskey/travels with a dash of leather/leopard print/glitter thrown on top i take pictures & i'm going to try to keep doing that for the rest of my life, that'd be nice

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  • Interviewer: How about your concept of love. What do you think about love?
  • Peter: Love has almost become a sacrifice. I fall in love and then I think, this person who I love is going to be better without me. So I just move on. I still believe in love, but at the same time I know deep in my heart that it is going to end. Love exists, I believe in it, it’s like a taste in my mouth, I can sense it. I can feel, I love this girl, this woman, but actually in a month, two months or maybe tomorrow I’m going out the door and not coming back. Because it’s no way to live.
  • Interviewer: Are you skeptical about your own ability to love?
  • Peter: It’s not just skepticism, it’s also honesty. But you tell someone that, they seem to like it, they seem to like the honesty. They seem to like the thought that you are so brutally honest.
  • Interviewer: But nobody forces you to walk out the door...
  • Peter: Right, okay. But you walk out the door if you want to walk out the door. When you feel you are becoming someone you don’t want to be. You are becoming jealous, paranoid. I do that, and I don’t want to do that. I think: Who am I? I don’t want to be this person. And as soon as that person you had this honeymoon period of being in love with, as soon as the first cracks appear – for example, you have the first argument. And that’s it, almost. That’s why people take drugs. They try to create an artificial state, an artificial universe where you never have to walk out the door. Where you always feel the same.
  • (May 2012)
    • Posted on Wednesday, June 20th at 12:57AM with 203 notes
    via: elledujour , source: quietnowherebesideyou

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